I left in silence, will we be same, ever again?

My silence is my reaction

I can’t have this anymore

I’m fed up

I’m done

I’m in&out of it all

I explain

There’s no understanding

I express

It’s pushed aside

I’m torn up

I’m feeling internally bruised

If theres no ending in sight

When will this end

Lord shine your light

Bc my light is growing dim

It’s torn

It’s pushed

It’s ignored

It’s hurt

It’s sore

It’s sad

It’s all of this and more

.

How many more tears need to be shed

My light is growing dim

Can someone stop him

Before he blows my flame completely out

I’m screaming

Can no one hear me

.

I’m praying for a light

A person,

A knight!

Someone just help me

I’m being buried

.

Am I buried alive?

I’m still kicking and screaming

So that can’t be

.

But at times it feels like I’m under ground

Without my voice or my sight

Completely demolished

Completely out of light

Completely out of fight

I tried to save it

Friend or fo

This reaction needs to go

Will it end

Or will tomorrow

Repeat

Just for it to happen

Once again