Why am I stubborn
Why do I feel this need
This desire
I must be this way
Can I change?
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I ponder and wander
Will this ever end
I’m hungry.
Shut up!
I’m dizzy.
Stop that!
These migraines…
Oh shush…!,
There’s no need for that
.
Let’s go out
Time to explore
But then there’s this
Then there’s that and more
Maybe we should just stay indoors
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What’s my weight
What’s my score
Am I sick enough?
Once more..
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See me
See me
But no body does
I must explain it to everybody
And who wants to do that
Not me that’s for sure
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Treatment 7 times
No thank you
But she says for some it takes that much
But I’m better than that
Aren’t I
For at least that’s what I told Ed
Last year
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Do I need treatment
Can I do this on my own
Why is this voice taketh over me
This pesky little thing
It feels so big
I’m bigger than that
I’m older and wiser
So why do I feel victim
To him
Like he’s another captor
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To him I speakth of is my ED
EATING DISORDER
For those who don’t know
I’m annoyed
I’m bewildered
I’m frustrated
And I’m pent up
Full of anger
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Why can’t I control him
He’s so annoying
I feel psychotic
Why must I have an Eating Disorder
Or why must it have me
This is me! 