September 16th.

Poetry 1 Minute

I left in silence, will we be same, ever again?

My silence is my reaction

I can’t have this anymore

I’m fed up

I’m done

I’m in&out of it all

I explain

There’s no understanding

I express

It’s pushed aside

I’m torn up

I’m feeling internally bruised

If theres no ending in sight

When will this end

Lord shine your light

Bc my light is growing dim

It’s torn

It’s pushed

It’s ignored

It’s hurt

It’s sore

It’s sad

It’s all of this and more

.

How many more tears need to be shed

My light is growing dim

Can someone stop him

Before he blows my flame completely out

I’m screaming

Can no one hear me

.

I’m praying for a light

A person,

A knight!

Someone just help me

I’m being buried

.

Am I buried alive?

I’m still kicking and screaming

So that can’t be

.

But at times it feels like I’m under ground

Without my voice or my sight

Completely demolished

Completely out of light

Completely out of fight

I tried to save it

Friend or fo

This reaction needs to go

Will it end

Or will tomorrow

Repeat

Just for it to happen

Once again

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Published by Kylie Jo

Hey y'all, I'm Kylie Jo! This is my life without filter. All Poetry is personally written and this is my heart! It may seem a bit goofy or weird on here, but honestly that's just me! This is a raw and vulnerable space expressing my journey. I express eating disorder recovery, emotional/sexual abuse and assault, love and friends and so much more in my poetry and words expressed. If anything provokes you and you ever need any help or guidance don't be afraid to email me. I'm here for you! Love ya'll!

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9 thoughts on “September 16th.”

  1. This is so amazing! Oh just to throw it out there please don’t ever be afraid to express yourself, that’s your true light. Though I met you for a short time years ago (Think back to kohls if that helps) I still remember your positive outlook on life and it made me smile in my worst times. So I feel like I should give you some encouraging words in return and say “I think you’re the closest thing to an angel in this world you have a caring heart, you’re selfless, and you deserve the ultimate happiness for that.” I know it’s just one person’s opinion but i’ll throw it out there anyway.

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  2. Let’s see….I started getting on Instagram again and I thought of you and those times I mentioned *embarassed blush* Then I saw the link. (I’ll be honest I felt a vibe from the moment we first talked, it felt like I could talk to you about anything and I sensed you started to feel the same before we went separate ways). Also I went through a LOT since I last saw you and I write poems too so I felt you on a emotional level and an artistic level as well.

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    1. Well I’m sorry you went through some rough times and I’m happy you can relate and got back in contact. Are you following me on Instagram? And thanks for reaching out!:)

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      1. No no don’t apologize for that, things happen you know? I’m just hoping you somewhat remember me lol Yes on the instagram thing, and thank you for even hearing me out on all this. Speaking of which if you ever feel like you have no one else to talk to or just make you laugh and forget about drama I promise i’m here for you just so you know. *Raises right hand* 🙂

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