I can’t stand a liar.
Don’t gaslight me.
Your blatant lies are now unveiled
Your denial of what’s true
Is nasty, rude and was affecting me too
You used what was near and dear to me
As ammunition to just break me
You caused me to fall back
Into this ED story
You wore me down
With do time
I had no idea
It was all a blur
You did it so gradually
I was a loss for words
Actions speak louder than words
This so true
Your words were unjust and untrue
How can I trust
When I’m manipulated
In my past from you
But you treated me with such positivity
When I was in the limelight
Gave me positive reinforcement
Was it Just to confuse me
Or to unease me
You did confused me
Tried to weaken me
Took my past
And knew what I longed for
Knew what I hated
And knew my history
And took advantage of this
I ask you, why me?
You project and project
But at the time I didn’t see that
You did it so well
But look where it left me.
After you..
How could I not see
You were isolating me
Aligning people against me
Making up lies
Saying it’s from them
Just to hurt me
And make me run to you
My constant and comfort
Oh how hurt I was
How broken I was
To not truly see
You spread your lies
Had everyone hooked on your every word
Oh he could never do anything wrong
And made me look like the small bird
And you a mighty eagle
Leaving me deceived
Along with others you see
You questioned my sanity
And left me gasping for air
You make me question everyone but you
No one has the right answers
So I must come to you
Everyone lies
Everyone but you
That’s what you at least tried to make me to believe
You see
I was naive
Broken and lost
Now I see what you really did to me
And how hooked to your every being I was
Never again shall I seek so low
Never again will I allow such pain to bestow
Such a worthless man
Took my everything
To leave me cut, rung out and dry
Never again
You lead me down such a dark path
Just for you to be thriving
And making it big, in fact
I suffer now
Possible PTSD,
Eating issues,
Trust issues
And more I’m sure
All Because of a man
Who knew how to manipulate
A young woman
To the core
https://www.yourtango.com/2017302022/what-gaslighting-11-scary-signs-happening-you
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