Prove to me

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Anxiety all around me

Anxiety filling me up

I’m full

This anxiety is killing me

I can’t take hold

I know I should just say let’s go

And walk it out that door

But every time I happen to

See or hear

Those things or messages

I’m filled

I can’t loose grip

I’m stuck

I’m drowning

I’m drowning in my anxiety

Help me out

Pull me free

Because I don’t have the courage

The courage to start over again

To leave it at the door

And have to try this all over again

I know I should be free

Free of this feeling it brings

Once I happen to see or hear

These things that feel like

They’re killing me

But what can I do

When I want one thing

But when I have sight or glance or hear this

I want to curl up

And run away

I don’t deserve this

But I stay

And I’m stuck

And I don’t know

What my next turn will be

I guess we all

Including me

Will have to wait and see

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Published by Kylie Jo

Hey y'all, I'm Kylie Jo! This is my life without filter. All Poetry is personally written and this is my heart! It may seem a bit goofy or weird on here, but honestly that's just me! This is a raw and vulnerable space expressing my journey. I express eating disorder recovery, emotional/sexual abuse and assault, love and friends and so much more in my poetry and words expressed. If anything provokes you and you ever need any help or guidance don't be afraid to email me. I'm here for you! Love ya'll!

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