No one gets it

Not truly at least

Even the ones

Whose been through it

It’s not the same

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you and me

Our stories

Are vastly different

Scary the same

But details and affects

Are all so different

They need to see

I wish they could or would

for me

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I have my besties

I’m thankful for that

They understand me

Well as much as they can in fact

I love them so

This I know they know

But I can’t help but to break down

Because I just don’t know the

Why? or how?

What? or when?

Me? Why?

I express this to them

But thankfully they never waiver from me

That’s how I know

They truly are there for me

and care

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So many changes

To be made

So many steps I have to take

Yesterday is done

Thankfully

But I know they’ll be more to come

I just hope I can handle them all

Without emotions going out of control

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Because I am here

I have emotions too

I feel things

I just don’t always express them to you

i tend to suppress them

hide them

im silent

Trying to handle ‘em

But struggling just the same

There’s only one or two

That I’ll express this to

But everyone else can get a gist of it

And that’s it from me

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Not to be rude

But it’s hard for me to trust

With this for sure

But I’m beyond thankful

For my two though

That I can truly trust