It’s been five years
Marking today
That you’ve been gone
The one man
I could be my entire self with
Held me accountable
Loved me unconditionally
Was a joy to be around
Apologize when we wrestled
If I even peeped an ounce of discomfort
We were inseparable
Ying and yang
You were my best friend
My boyfriend and
Family
All at the same time
No matter the season
You were there
I was your bubbles
And you were my knight
We went to your one and only dance together
Now wasn’t that a blast
We danced
Had some fun inside jokes
Told some stories
And shared in some special moments
And the thoughtful and loving way you asked me to the dance
I’ll never forget
And the funny circumstance that it was in
That rose I hold dear
The corsage that I still have
And the dress you picked out for me
These are the moments
I’ll remember for all time
You were the personality type
The caring nature
The rough and tough nature
The loving and goofy nature
And so much more
That I always asked for and prayed for
And you were here
How was I so naive
I miss you
You were taken to young
You’d be 21 today
22 in a few days
You should be here
There’s no difference to me
With five days
To five years
They all feel the same
Some days I’m better at hiding it than others
But just know I love you
And miss you
It’s no joke when they talk about a lovers heart
That day you passed
A little of me passed with you
I became broken
My heart ached
And at times felt like I was going to die
Just from a severe broken heart
From you passing
No one knew this
Or realize this
But you were literally my other half
and
With you gone
I had no idea what to do
I love you so much
This I know you know
January 16th
Was a sorrow day
The day I heard those words
And saw you laying there
I was overwhelmed with sorrow and despair
My person was gone
Would I
Could I
How will I
Ever find someone as great as you
Someone who
Wrote me long messages
Called me any time
Text me first
Loved to hang out whenever possible
Loved to express his care and love
The one who
Knew his worth
And knew mine too
Someone so loyal and caring
Dear and trusting
Someone who
Was just like me
But in another body
I miss you
I miss you
And our little memories we shared
Like skipping class
While you did have a pass lol
Teachers never cared for us
Passing notes in class
To you picking me up from cheer
And hanging out with ma at home
You were my person
Always together
Never far apart
And I truly miss this
I hope you know
I love you
I love you
And cherish you so
I’m sending you a kiss from down below
I hope you catch it
And I hope you know
That you made me a better person
And showed me a new perspective
on this world
That only you could ever show me
So I thank you
Love you
And till we see each other again
I miss you!
This is me! 